Sunday, January 29, 2012

Pikir Jap Mari

Assalamualaikum w.b.t ...

Kehidupan ni jarang sekali Tuhan akan bagi kita apa yg kita mahukan ... tapi, selalu saja Tuhan bagi kita penganti yg LEBIH BAIK dr apa yg kita harapkan ... meski begitu, masih ada manusia yg mahukan lebih dr apa yg Tuhan telah berikan walhal itu adalah pilihan yg TERbaik yg pernah kita dapat ... nama pun MANUSIA kan ... memang akan sedikit ‘demand‘ la tuu ... even SAYA sendiri pun macam tuu ... kan saya ni TERgolong dlm golongan MANUSIA ... seakan lucu bila membahaskan DIRI ini sebagai SAYA ... Terkadang sedikit TERkedu atas sifat beberapa pihak yg selalu menyalahtafsirkan akan perihal seseorg itu walaupun mereka adalah SEdarah SEdaging ... apalagi PEpihak yg lainnya yg TIADA kaitan SEbesar BULU HIDUNG pun dgnnya ... cuba tempatkan diri ANDA di situ ... wah! TERbaiklah! Memang ngamkan? Matching kaler gituu ... Cuba tanya pada HATI ... pernahkah BERbuat demikian? Mesti FIKIRAN kata semangat ‘Tidak !‘ ... tapi, respon HATI KECIL ... ‘yaa~‘ seakan Tidak kedengaran gamaknya ... sama istilah dgn ‘depan ckp OK, blkg ckp KO‘ ... Insan yg BERgelar MANUSIA ... Susah untuk dimengertikan lagaknya yg semakin seiringan dgn peredaran Era Globalisasi Modern skrg ini ‘ayat lapuk derh~‘ Walau begitu, masih TERdapat sebilangan di antara ‘Mereka‘ yg terus Mengekalkan budaya ‘Kuno‘ yg SAYA rasa lebih TERdahulu akan dapat dibeli dgn hanya BERbekalkan modal yg sedikit andai digandingkan dgn budaya Modern skrg ini yg MEmerlukan MANUSIA menyediakan Modal yg BESAR untuk BERgerak seiringan dgnnya ... Kekadang merasa diri ini sedikit ‘Kuno‘ dan KEtinggalanjaman‘ bila MEmikirkan perihal diri yg masih berada di dlm kemelut MEMbebaskan diri dari belenggu kemusnahan duniawi ini ... ibarat seperti ‘katak di bawah tempurung kelapa yg cuba melepaskan diri untuk keluar dan menikmati dunia yg fana serta daif kini‘ ...

p/s : tidak merujuk kepada S.E.S.I.A.P.A yang H.I.D.U.P ataupun M.A.T.I

Mama & Bapa lil Gurl :)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t ...


Eventhough im oredy 19 years old oopps! Otw to 20 oredy :) Yes!this year i‘ll turn to be 20 years old peeps ... seems like im kidding rite?well yeah ... if u guys see my appearance u‘ll think that im just turn to 15 @ 16 years old?! My physical is not look “matured“ enough like my other friends which hv the same age with me :) Others also think that im just primary student which love to play around with my friend ... hahaha! Daa ... some of my friend also didnt believe that my parents age is as the same as their grandparents aged?! Can u believe that?than i tell them that it is true that my parents is oredy turns as grandparents to my nephews ... wanna believe that i‘ve oredy got 20 nephews?! Me myself also couldnt believe this?! Ahaha!but,i myself proud to be my mama n bapa lil gurl today till ever after :) it is good to be my parents lil gurl eventhough i oredy “not soo young“ refer to my aged ... ^^,

Last thursday, my parents n i went to tamu which held in papar. We r not usually went there because actually the superb tamu held is in saturday n sunday ... Back to the main point which is i wanna tell u that on that day my father didnt park at the tamu but he park the car near the G-mart sprmrkt beside the fuel station ... Therefore, we have to cross the road if we want to go to the tamu ... gosh~ really?! So,my mama n i cross the road n went to tamu to buy some groceries ... back then just before we want to cross the road again ... i purposely ask my mama ...

“ma, did u buy the dry big red chilli that i ask u just now?“
“astg ... my dear~ i forgot it! Why u didnt remind me earlier before we get here?“
“daa ... i oso forgot it n remember it just now ... sorry ma ...“
“naa ... its okey ... by then, i hv to go back there to buy the thing u want ... *sighn ... “
“u just go then ... i will wait for u here ... *smiled ... “
“dont u dare across the road without me okey ?! *warn
“yes ma, yes ... i will wait for you here ma then we will cross the road together alright? *smiled
“really? Okey ... just wait for me here okey? *smiled
“okey ma ... *smiled

# how i wish to be a small lil gurl again ^,^ but, no need since im still a lil gurl for my mama n bapa eventhough i oredy turns to 20 this year peeps ... even if i want to cross the road have to wait for my mama ... eishhhh~ how i wish that moment will be ours forever ...

till then :)

p/s : i L.O.V.E my Mama & Bapa ... they are E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G for me F.O.R.E.V.E.